I dunno what's with the title.  I really don't know what to write here.  I haven't written a single entry for a long time, let alone finish my "Saga of the Desert".   I don't even know if I can still write stuff.  So, 9am tuesday, I sat in front of my pc and start fiddling on my keyboard.  Let's see where this leads.  

I honestly dunno what to call it, I dunno what to call whatever's happening to me.  Well maybe if you can compare it to a song, then this lil' part of my life might be called "interlude".

Honestly, I still am not sure what that part is for.  I mean I've been into music for like 15 years and the real purpose of interlude still eludes me.  Some songs have it, some don't, some songs have it after the first chorus, some just right before the last one.  Maybe if I'd think hard enough, I might be able to catch a thread of it.  Or maybe if I would read more, I might stumble upon it.  Maybe if I ask people, someone might know about it.  Screw it, I'm not in the mood to for a research or a survey.  I'm not in the mood to talk to a lot of people about useless stuff that has nothing to do with them.  I'm not in the mood to think hard, I'm not in the mood to think, period.

A gap, that's what it might be, or that's how I might want to define it for the lack of precise definition.  A gap that might or might not be there.  Incoherent existence, of undefined purpose, with an oblivious beginning, and uncertain ending.  Oops! sorry, brain crash, I've had enough of this rubbish talk! Let's just leave it at that.