I just got an SMS today from the company that I've applied for a month ago. I got in. Tonight's my job offer. Finally, I'm going to be a real IT Engineer. At least, that's how they call it there. Just what I was hoping for since then. I don't want an IT/Agent/Customer Service job anymore. In terms of technical advancement, I would sure gain a lot by woking for that company.

But, everything's been going pretty well with my job right now.
-I'm no longer taking calls...
-I can sleep whenever I want to
-Doors are beginning to open for us (Batch 2 syempre lupet kame eh!)
-We're becoming more and more competent in the team
-Plus, I have a lot of people that I have been with for the longest time, and some I've been with since the day I started there, that I've been very close with that I'll definitely miss.

It crashes me so much, I don't know if I could spend the entire day at work not seeing them laugh, rant or just make kulitan at the office. It's gonna be totally DIFFERENT working without them.

Now, I'm not sure if I really wanted to leave. If it only had been a month earlier, when I was too eager to go, I wouldn't have been feeling this way, I think...

Dammit! I hate making tough DECISIONS!

They're both too hard to let go! ArrrrgghhhH!!!